Green, Red, Blue.....colors of the wind...

Decided to wind down alittle today..Feel kind of stress this week..knowing that my remaining tests are gonna test on the like the whole book.?Greatzz....Been going to school early and staying late in school...really feel physically tired as well..Haha symptoms of Burnout??Probably.

Rs had a performance this week in school..Sang沒那麼簡單by 黃小琥.. He sang pretty good actually...accompaniment on the keyboard was good as well..All and all.. 有feel. Really enjoyed..(well..haha..i know he is good in his vocal..but everytime he sings..I wld find that he lacks the 感动度..plus, the song by the original singer set a high standard as well...so haha..i had a rather high expectation for his performance...well at least he din disappoint the people that went down to support him!!...Really 令我刮目相看。。哈哈。。 赞!

Had my Ippt yesterday...achieved my silver target..Guess..the running in school once a week do help a little..Haha..but was pretty glad that my cousin was there to pace me as well..If not i would have slowed down in the middle of the run...Haha had a really good chat with him over dinner..and concluded that we are really 老了at the end of the day...Well..i think i hasnt really been talking to my cousins.(or i would say bonding i guess)...Is only at times during major celebration that we kind of get to see each other...and during these times..kind of like din really chat much as well??(okie i admit..i m too engross eating the food during celebration..and yes i m extremely guilty of not remembering some of my cousins name as well) But anyway...well..at least..i get to koe how's he been doing lately..

Now, I would highly recommend (for those who are reading it now) to take some time off listen to the song 沒那麼簡單and do look at the lyrics as well..haha..its really a nice song..

Bulging Tummy

Had good food lately. Totally Broke. Totally. Stayed in school till late lately, and thus spend more money on food. Friend suggested me to really go down to details where my money goes to, well I just replied him, 'Basically, no need to to break down, ALL goes to FOOD'.

Subway - botak jones + a quarter of fried carrot cake and a quarter of fried kuay teow- ichiban sushi - kuishinbo - yes that's my dinners and lunch these 4 days.

Great..so many things not done and i m still slacking...Critique not done, and tests are coming along..both physical (IPPT) and school. Oh wells thats great..

Had lunch with my some of my pals today. Same CAP as one of them. But he seems more driven and motivated to get his 2nd upper. Which means a 8 A- s to reach according to his calculation. Yes. For me too. So SHIT..Of course i have a goal in mind too..well..in psychology..a goal in mind and u work towards it, self prophecy would work. On the other end, my results are otherwise. Thus, now came the next psychogly terminology - re-evaluate and reset ur achievable target as you go along. And here goes, lowering my targets every sem, till e point that some other friend of mine was saying that it is way too low to be set as a target, you should set it higher!

Highs and Lows...

Looking through my window and seeing the luminated kite soaring high in the night sky, with cool wind breezing through, kind of like the moment of tranquilility, really dont feel like doing anything right now, just sitting by my window. But i am kind of lagging behind what i have set to do this weekend. Oh wells...

Wasn't feeling emotionally well at the start of the week, probably due to the mid terms and kind of thinking about some past as well though. Plus, wasn't really having good sleep for the past week, keep having hectic dreams, whereby is like the dreams are kind of like very eventful and chaotic in a sense, and felt totally shagged when i woke up. And midway through school, totally concussed in the central library to catch up some sleep.

Hasn't really got back the momentum to study as well since the midterm/cny break. That feels shitty. Guess have to slowly pace myself back again. Well, had a eventful and fun weekend!Though now I m feeling kind of guilty that i might had WAY too much fun...

Played bball on friday and today as well. It's kind of like a fad or something, now wanting to focus to improve on it cause been losing competition lately..Haha..See how it goes, hopefully we can make through the next round unlike past competitions, where we cant even make through the round robin stages.

Had a really fun time out with my CSC friends. Though not many people could make it for the outing, but i feel that it wont be that fun and interactive if there were more people. Really get to know more of them, compare to like talking to them every fortnightly during visits and perhaps Hi-Bye in school as well.

We went to the 'Hangout' at Prinsep Place. Is been a long time since i played Wii (i Had one at home but i hardly play. And yup no one to play with as well!). The Razing Rabbit is totally awesome!. And yup, my poor coordination skills cause me to end up being the 'Toilet Paper' -_-!!. But was really fun! Lol. (Guilt seems to have slowly crawled back again..)