Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At me [with lyrics]

Losing it....

Was complaining to my friend the other day...feel kind of tired playing basketball after all these years...well..the feeling is kind of on and off...but nv really have been this long i guess...

Probably is way too long ago since i last played competitive game bah...i mean a really 5 aside game...

Been playing with my sec friends since like ten years ago..?its realli hell of a journey...totally out of our mind when we were young..played from like 3pm in the freaking blazing sun (kind of regret now cause my complexion now is way too dark) till 7pm in the evening..no kidding...followed by 2 bowls of noodles + 2 glasses of sugar cane + one bowl of desert after every session to replenish all the energy sia...

Well we still have our regular bball session on sundays morning..but was telling my friend that i feel that like kind of bottleneck....kind of nt improving already...like been playing the same own pattern and stuff until sian already..maybe we hasnt been playing with any strong opponents since we last shifted to current place to play...or probably i m sick of playing the position whenever i play with my pals......

Flashback kind of running thru my mind now..haha...like rmb the days i give crap excuses just to escape training in sec and jc...i m damn 'nua'..and freaking 'chao geink' during training..lol..still rmb kanna reprimanded my jc teacher for nt having stamina..haha...well have to admit sia..even till now run for ippt silver also got problem.....

Well..have been like trying to achieve various goals in various aspect of my life lar..like taking up keyboard lessons and even dance etc...as for bball..well altho we played like for ten years..but is like recent years in uni then we really started playing open competitions..spent on making a jersey etc...well tho been losing still..(nv got pass the first round)...i still wanna win a competition with them.and thats my goal also...(win already then can throw away the jersey and join other better teams haha..)..

Of course..think i said it umpteen times..one of my regret is that..i nv make it for sch team or wat so ever...well totally long story but yup lots of factors as well...anyway...was thinking of like playing for csc or other competitive teams but as usual the pessimistic side of mine would say there are lots of people that i far better than i m..no speed no stamina and definitely no height to challenge others.....haha plus injury sustained etc..make it kind of extra difficult sia...haha or probably i shd take up a brand new sport or activity since i m feeling kind of tired already...

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Down again...

Sian...Down with fever this time..Well..recovered from flu and cough nt long ago..and now..yes..sick..of all times...-_-!!..Been talking to my brother lately...and my brother..realli 没人性 Haha abit 夸张 ..but then told him i was having fever and still ask me to accompany him to help others elsewhere last night..lucky nv go down to help in the end..

Today..also dont let me rest/sleep after i took my medication...cont to talk to him...If i m well, i would have gone out with him at least..keep him entertained..Haiz...talked to him (tho very much 都在泼他冷水) 自己also emo...回想起些过去的事..

真實的勇气

Well actually i wanted to blog about my christmas eve guess i have to put it aside for a while..haha i m waiting for my friend to upload the pictures also..

Well i think at some point of time a relationship will reach its bottleneck. Some pull it through while others dont. Well the more dissonance and lost one faced and felt during the period of uncertainty, it kind of show how much you care for the other

Too Nua to feel the festive mood.....

E sore throat is killing me...hope it wun turn worse these days cause i have to teach.....when you are especially unwell..u just dun feel like doing anything but nua at home..which i m doing it now..tho...wanna go out..scared fall sick..really hot these days also...

And speaking of staying at home doing nth....i hasnt been practising my keyboard..first is the song...realli test on my left right hand coordination...which i sucked at....therefore when i think of that...haha...might as well dont practice le....no lar..but i m just practically too lazy...
Same thing for dance....been out and watch other people dance...well..get awed and then dissonance came next...paying for lessons..but i aint putting much effort to practice as well...still very 'zao1 gao1'..is like wasting my money..well my mum's money..since i aint working this sem...

Weekend was good acutally...sunday played bball under freaking hot sun..plus a kfc right after...think my throat got really worse after that...too long nv play in the sun le..been in the shelter for too long..haha..at night..went shopping with friends..well wanted to get a shirt but then...it doesnt appeal to me...probably haha this is the 3rd thing about me?? haha i m more of a t-shirt and shorts guy..than like a shirt and jeans guy?yes definitely...i m the KOPITIAM AH BOY..haha...eat kopitiam..walk neighbourhood parks rather than wear nice nice go posh places and go chiong...

Saturday went to visit my grandma..and brought pants to my aunt shop to alter...hasnt been visiting my grandma since the sem start...plus i volunteer to visit other elderly..zi ji de grandma nv visit..wa...abit..not right lar...then talked to her...haha..and learnt that old people really likes to play BINGO....-_-!!haha...my grandma also play bingo...i was like serious??haha...omg...think is the prizes that entice them....haha...then talked with my aunt while she alter my pants at her shop in katong..she was like...'u realli look like uncle wearing the pants lar..so big!' before she starts to work on my pants..I was like 'thanks sia..haha i wore it like for half a year already....'

Friday..went k box...was good!haha...but throat was nt realli good after that lar..haha...think to0 'gein' already...was surprised than some of the songs that my friend chose..haha actually the songs that i listen to also..haha..well...i listen to songs that are comparatively 'leng men' one actually...went to watch new moon...actually..the first one was better lar...well...a very norm movie for me tho..nth to comment..if i comment on the hot bod..sounds very wrong lar..BUT storm warriors and avatar are on my list to watch sia....then went to have dinner with my WAT friend...was funny..then we kept talking about the stuff we did in the US...then we psycho-ing him to go back again...if not very boring...but see how it goes lar..cause next year graduation ma..well for them....