Highs and Lows...

Looking through my window and seeing the luminated kite soaring high in the night sky, with cool wind breezing through, kind of like the moment of tranquilility, really dont feel like doing anything right now, just sitting by my window. But i am kind of lagging behind what i have set to do this weekend. Oh wells...

Wasn't feeling emotionally well at the start of the week, probably due to the mid terms and kind of thinking about some past as well though. Plus, wasn't really having good sleep for the past week, keep having hectic dreams, whereby is like the dreams are kind of like very eventful and chaotic in a sense, and felt totally shagged when i woke up. And midway through school, totally concussed in the central library to catch up some sleep.

Hasn't really got back the momentum to study as well since the midterm/cny break. That feels shitty. Guess have to slowly pace myself back again. Well, had a eventful and fun weekend!Though now I m feeling kind of guilty that i might had WAY too much fun...

Played bball on friday and today as well. It's kind of like a fad or something, now wanting to focus to improve on it cause been losing competition lately..Haha..See how it goes, hopefully we can make through the next round unlike past competitions, where we cant even make through the round robin stages.

Had a really fun time out with my CSC friends. Though not many people could make it for the outing, but i feel that it wont be that fun and interactive if there were more people. Really get to know more of them, compare to like talking to them every fortnightly during visits and perhaps Hi-Bye in school as well.

We went to the 'Hangout' at Prinsep Place. Is been a long time since i played Wii (i Had one at home but i hardly play. And yup no one to play with as well!). The Razing Rabbit is totally awesome!. And yup, my poor coordination skills cause me to end up being the 'Toilet Paper' -_-!!. But was really fun! Lol. (Guilt seems to have slowly crawled back again..)

WHat a Week!

I can gladly say that this recess week is the most enjoyable recess week that i had till now. Well, tests are postponed, 'phew' if not, i am sure that i could not finish revising given this hectic week of cny. so apart from the first three days of cny, wed n thurs which is 'chu si and chu wu', spent alittle bit of time studying and glad that i did that. Cause friday and sat were hell lots of fun!

Well Friday, supposedly a gym day for me, but guess cny, give myself a break. Yup, excuses! In the end, played mahjong with my pals at my house. Hardly invite people to come my house to play mahjong because i had to move at least 50% of my things in the store room which includes two duffel bags, in order to get the mahjong table. Thus, before i can relax and play, i have already sweat like hell in moving the things.

Okay finally broke my losing streak, won quite alot during the game. After which bball. Kind of rough i guess. Tempers flared etc. Got myself injured during the game as well. Sigh. Going to have a match coming up at vivo this weekend. Great even lesser time to hit my books for test next week.

Makeshift courts again - which i kind of detest and yup think gonna lose again as well.

On sat, there is cny celebration for the elderly. It was really fun. For past events I have to take photos so i din really join in with the games etc but this time, arrowed my friend to do it. Haha. totally enjoyed myself during the games. Well the granny in blue is kind of my fav elderly cause it really reminds me of my ah ma. And there is another one called kam por, her smile is really the best and most amiable. And the elderly began to ask us to take candid pictures of them. Haha, its so funny!

After which, went to one of the elderly house and had curry chicken. It was good. And was given hongbao. When i got home at night and checked the hongbao, i was even more paiseh when i first received it. After the curry chicken, left for imm and buy stuff for steamboat with my jc classmates. Had a great time, tho i was kind of tired and hungry throughout the shopping and probably the steamboat as well. But overall was good. Talked to xiaoyan, who is gonna be the next sinseh. Everyone was like asking her to 'ba mai' for us. Check whether our bodies are like functionally properly or not. After steamboat, gambling again. Well, won some also. Guess the red + black color combi works.!

Guess as we grow older, the anticipation for CNY seems to be not as much compared to when we were younger. Doesnt really have the mood to celebrate it though. Haha, well i admit that i m ageing. Guess is also kind of routine? My aunt would visit us first in the morning cause my mum is the eldest sis. And yup took a picture with my brother and cousin. Sometimes i don't like taking pic with my brother. Haha, cause lots of people say he is more handsome!Well, true though, he slimmed down alot, really. Well there is this big field in front of my house and lots of people would often come down during weekends especially to have picnic, fly kites, play freebies etc. And i caught this lovely gigantic kite on Vdae. If any girl sees this, I'm sure it would melt the heart of hers. Well, it melted mine though. Haha. Went off to my uncle's house and guess that's the end of 'chu yi'.

Went to my mum's side on the second day. Nothing much, except that now our generation seems to have overtaken the mahjong table from our parents. Haha. Totally no luck, lost 10 bucks for just tw0 rounds and like just 10 cents and 20 cents rate?Wore supposedly to be my lucky color - black jeans - but guess it didn't work. Should have wore a matching undies tho...Then we dropped by the house of my old neighbour. Well they moved to a landed property in hougang with their own garden and swimming pool. It's really nice. Took a couple of photos there with my family. Then went back to my aunt's place again to meet up with my cousins as we were watching Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief later in the night. As for bro and parents, they went home.

Should have taken a pic with my cousins and their gfs and bfs but i forgot. Haha. Well the movie started off well, but it gets really lame and crappy into the middle and the end. My cousins said was quite good, yes, its funny, and effects were quite good, but i think the story plot was kind of shallow.

Third day of new year - went to Jm's place and 'bai nian' since i was heading to my army friend's house too. Then went back to woodlands. Totally shagged. And now sitting in front of my laptop and tv watching memoirs of geisha. Bringing all the memories of my gek module - samurai and geisha. Actually i liked the module alot. Learnt the geisha and samurai culture and of course, know that the stereotype of geisha as prostitute is kind of false. But speaking of school work, now all my tests are postponed. -_-! Its not helping me much, though i have more time to study bah. 4 tests in a week, or 3, that's bad anyway.

Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At me [with lyrics]

Losing it....

Was complaining to my friend the other day...feel kind of tired playing basketball after all these years...well..the feeling is kind of on and off...but nv really have been this long i guess...

Probably is way too long ago since i last played competitive game bah...i mean a really 5 aside game...

Been playing with my sec friends since like ten years ago..?its realli hell of a journey...totally out of our mind when we were young..played from like 3pm in the freaking blazing sun (kind of regret now cause my complexion now is way too dark) till 7pm in the evening..no kidding...followed by 2 bowls of noodles + 2 glasses of sugar cane + one bowl of desert after every session to replenish all the energy sia...

Well we still have our regular bball session on sundays morning..but was telling my friend that i feel that like kind of bottleneck....kind of nt improving already...like been playing the same own pattern and stuff until sian already..maybe we hasnt been playing with any strong opponents since we last shifted to current place to play...or probably i m sick of playing the position whenever i play with my pals......

Flashback kind of running thru my mind now..haha...like rmb the days i give crap excuses just to escape training in sec and jc...i m damn 'nua'..and freaking 'chao geink' during training..lol..still rmb kanna reprimanded my jc teacher for nt having stamina..haha...well have to admit sia..even till now run for ippt silver also got problem.....

Well..have been like trying to achieve various goals in various aspect of my life lar..like taking up keyboard lessons and even dance etc...as for bball..well altho we played like for ten years..but is like recent years in uni then we really started playing open competitions..spent on making a jersey etc...well tho been losing still..(nv got pass the first round)...i still wanna win a competition with them.and thats my goal also...(win already then can throw away the jersey and join other better teams haha..)..

Of course..think i said it umpteen times..one of my regret is that..i nv make it for sch team or wat so ever...well totally long story but yup lots of factors as well...anyway...was thinking of like playing for csc or other competitive teams but as usual the pessimistic side of mine would say there are lots of people that i far better than i m..no speed no stamina and definitely no height to challenge others.....haha plus injury sustained etc..make it kind of extra difficult sia...haha or probably i shd take up a brand new sport or activity since i m feeling kind of tired already...

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