真實的勇气

Well actually i wanted to blog about my christmas eve guess i have to put it aside for a while..haha i m waiting for my friend to upload the pictures also..

Well i think at some point of time a relationship will reach its bottleneck. Some pull it through while others dont. Well the more dissonance and lost one faced and felt during the period of uncertainty, it kind of show how much you care for the other

Too Nua to feel the festive mood.....

E sore throat is killing me...hope it wun turn worse these days cause i have to teach.....when you are especially unwell..u just dun feel like doing anything but nua at home..which i m doing it now..tho...wanna go out..scared fall sick..really hot these days also...

And speaking of staying at home doing nth....i hasnt been practising my keyboard..first is the song...realli test on my left right hand coordination...which i sucked at....therefore when i think of that...haha...might as well dont practice le....no lar..but i m just practically too lazy...
Same thing for dance....been out and watch other people dance...well..get awed and then dissonance came next...paying for lessons..but i aint putting much effort to practice as well...still very 'zao1 gao1'..is like wasting my money..well my mum's money..since i aint working this sem...

Weekend was good acutally...sunday played bball under freaking hot sun..plus a kfc right after...think my throat got really worse after that...too long nv play in the sun le..been in the shelter for too long..haha..at night..went shopping with friends..well wanted to get a shirt but then...it doesnt appeal to me...probably haha this is the 3rd thing about me?? haha i m more of a t-shirt and shorts guy..than like a shirt and jeans guy?yes definitely...i m the KOPITIAM AH BOY..haha...eat kopitiam..walk neighbourhood parks rather than wear nice nice go posh places and go chiong...

Saturday went to visit my grandma..and brought pants to my aunt shop to alter...hasnt been visiting my grandma since the sem start...plus i volunteer to visit other elderly..zi ji de grandma nv visit..wa...abit..not right lar...then talked to her...haha..and learnt that old people really likes to play BINGO....-_-!!haha...my grandma also play bingo...i was like serious??haha...omg...think is the prizes that entice them....haha...then talked with my aunt while she alter my pants at her shop in katong..she was like...'u realli look like uncle wearing the pants lar..so big!' before she starts to work on my pants..I was like 'thanks sia..haha i wore it like for half a year already....'

Friday..went k box...was good!haha...but throat was nt realli good after that lar..haha...think to0 'gein' already...was surprised than some of the songs that my friend chose..haha actually the songs that i listen to also..haha..well...i listen to songs that are comparatively 'leng men' one actually...went to watch new moon...actually..the first one was better lar...well...a very norm movie for me tho..nth to comment..if i comment on the hot bod..sounds very wrong lar..BUT storm warriors and avatar are on my list to watch sia....then went to have dinner with my WAT friend...was funny..then we kept talking about the stuff we did in the US...then we psycho-ing him to go back again...if not very boring...but see how it goes lar..cause next year graduation ma..well for them....

.......cant find a suitable title tho.....

1) An early xmas gift...

Yes...红色炸弹..Haiz..now..its like moving on to another stage of life le..where all ur friends start to get married..then u have to attend their wedding dinners...well i just siam one..last june (cause i was at Work and Travel)..okie this coming jan...and next year June another one...so i can see a trend of like every six months a friend of mine will get married....wow....*so do i get a student rate for the hongbao rate if i flash my concession card?*

2) 25 hours

Yes. I really do need the extra hour..after my late baths these days..i would look into the mirror and see that my eyebags are realli darker than before...been working these days...well actually the job is quite okie...just that the travelling part sucks..cause its at different locations. AND i have night lessons so got home late...and next day wake up early....for a NUA person like me..who require like 10 hours of sleep one..xiong1 lor...anyway...i dont mind teaching tho...provided that the kids are like pri 5 and older..cause any younger than that...headache sia..yup..two sessions a day realli takes up my energy man..realli have to agree with my friend...realli can 体会老师的辛苦，尤其是those teaching nursery one....敬佩他们 no wonder such a high turnover rate in MOE....but then..some people realli can like engage with the young kids well...i definitely dont belong to that group...but on e lighter note..i learnt smth new to handle realli young p1 p2 kids....engage more rather than discipline for young kids cause no matter how hard u try to discipline them..it doesnt work...

3)OCPD?

well..my eyes are realli closing right now and i m realli shutting my brain off already....too tired..but now just wanna blog the 2nd thing about me...which is i have a FETISH for orderliness and cleaniness...haha...exaggerated?maybe..maybe not? i cannot stand people who is untidy....i mean...it will somehow be an eyesore for me lar...i like things in an orderly manner...整整齐齐的..and yes clean....well..the least is visiblly clean...example..long nails? be sure that is not black sia..cause i find it very 恶心...probably this trait is more of an environmental one..yes my upbringing....

A quick one

Wanted to blog 20 things about myself..like u koe..the facebook that one...'How much you know about this and this person'. When I wanted/have the urge to blog..altho tots kept running thru my mind lar..but when i start up my com and stuff..then like lost what i wanna write about me lor..haha...welll...like i have the general personality and stuff in mind lar..but then have to elaborate...wah..its gonna be a very long post...haha..see how it goes..maybe one day realli xin xue lai chao again...then blog about it bah....

Have a pretty packed week coming up!..Helping out a friend..well also earn some money...then at night..practically the same stuff...keyboard and dance...but..guess..must realli make a point to start practicing for both..well dance especially i guess...Had a bball game today...haiz..totally cuiz...like the more i play these days..the more i feel like no confidence and like bottled neck kind of feel..seems like no improvement rather playing worse than before....haiz..

Anyway..was kind of concern about my slouching and hunchback problem..cause my dance instructor was like pointing out to me..i was like -_-!!okay....dots...so been trying to sit up straight la lately and walk up right but then...u koe 30 sec later..automatically go back to the slouching posture...haiya..so shit lar...

Anyway...here the number 1 thing about me L.A.Z.Y / nua....

YES..i m damn nua....try to do the minimum...haha no lar..but if possible to slack i will..for instance..organising outing? if there is people to do it...i would love to step back and chill....haha...and ya...in a rls..i might be the kind of like lazy lover...you koe...maybe..when in a rls for a certain period of time..i would like have the laidback attitude...maybe wun be that initiative as before that kind lar...well sort of....haha....

Breather..

Woot!....4 papers down and one left to go...first two papers..biopsy and abnormal realli have bad feeling about them..hoping i could at a B for it..i would be satisfied lor.. mkting paper was okie...well i can say..i feel the best for this paper... *wat an irony...my electives seems to be better than my core mods....* dvlpmental today was qutie all right..at least i could wirte out smth...last paper...sociology of family...*fingers crossed* hopefully it wun test on the explaining the theories and stuff...but an aint restrictive kind of qn....which can just crap and back with the recents news about family and LFR (low fertility rate) and stuff...

Finally have a bball game amidst the preparation for exams..wanted to but all my friends stay in the east..then travelling takes a lot of time sia..so today! other bball friend jio me to play in sk...wah...tempt me...in the end sure succumb to it one...haha..decided not to revise my wed test for the night...and tot of a relax game..just sweat a bit...jog off some of the fats...but in the end...damn xiong lor...was practically out of stamina after the first game lor..give all up liao in hte first game..then subsequent games..well k guess lor...very cuiz...missed shots and turn overs and stuff...

BUT...well 一山还有一山高 haha..of course not me...but there is one center..realli was good...maybe i nv play competitive for very long..keep playing with my own clique...wah..totally kanna pinned down by him...he is way too good....but haha..那个不是重点。。重点是我朋友的朋友(who is a female) was realli good...i can say the really one of the best i have seen girls playing bball...tall fast good shots....wow...but of course..重点人长的好看也是嘛。。。对不对?if not wun stress so many ‘重点’。。haha..but ya..her legs are like skinny lar...well u know some atheletes..the calf there cause run and train like mine..very big...not nice especially for girls...(haha sorry no offence to anyone just a personal and general comment) haha..no lar..but ya was like..must be the genes sia...haiz...and cohort effect lor...all those borned later must have like better diet, thats why like better phenotype being expressed..no lar but..shit..whole body aching now..

超逊的啦。。。

Was watching 不能说的秘密 on tv just now...很惭愧的说， 我没看过这部电影!!(快昏倒了吧?)总的来说，这部电影给我的感觉还不错(可能是女主角好看啦。。哈哈。。)我不太喜欢周杰伦， 因为他唱歌有点口齿不清， 但我还是满欣赏他作曲的才华。。这部戏应有获得电影soundtrack 的大奖吧。。。总的来说，我是超级OUTDATED 的 lor。。2007 的电影，现在才看。
(超逊指数: 5 颗星)




Went for Arts Open ytd..Sign up for bball compettion as usual...Haiz..超gek!最后一场打得超烂， 无法晋级。昨天，今天也是，一直耿耿于怀!应打好一点! 我不在意输球，可是我在意的是连一球也没进到!输得惨不忍睹sia!这两天老想如果能从来的话， (What if i sub my friend in, what if we could play this play better...(点点点))。(我看这一两天我还是会去想那场球赛吧。
(超逊指数: 4颗星)

话说会来，cham liao..没时间了啦~好多东西还没复习! (Faint!)

The Sem is Drawing near!

Wow..now is like 1plus am and my eyelid is like auto shutting itself down already....Had a tiring day...well a tiring but evenful week i guess..which means that left me no time for revision!!!argh!!

Played bball this morning...well..started off not that well...cause my ankle doesnt feel quite good when i jump...after which was slightly better but then...guess it will take a little more time bah..hopefully in time for the arts open this sat...came back...was editing my essay and doing csc blog thingy..oh my..i realli suck at computer and java script stuff...was like asking my bro how to do this and that..and there goes my aftn nap...after which..chiong out of the house to jurong to have dinner with my friends..till now...

Sat was good..went for csc (community service club) volunteer..had this real late mid autumn festival celevration with the elderly...was really enjoyable..our voulunteers and elderly were realli very sporting...and i truely enjoy it... then have the workshop for freshie after the celebration and by the time...it was already 4 liao..wah..thanks.. my day gone already haha..

Thursday and Friday wasnt realli feeling good..maybe due to the lack to sleep and hot, humid weather too..so have to ps my friend on friday...was quite bad lar...cause..promise to help but then..haiz...after which choose to stay home for the day...(tho i agree to go down to some latin festival with my dancemate later on friday night)..was a wise one man..if not sat sure die liao...

Been..like coming home to sleep and then the next morning off i go to school like..haiz..wish...i had little more time foreverything...a little more time to practice my keyboard..a little more to practice my dances..and more so for my books...gosh..today start of the new week...better..up the tempo abit...haha..

Flash Mob at Raffles Place!