Hasnt been playing bball for weeks, kind of like dying to play soon..if not 全身like very lethagic that kind..But i guess its not just bball bah..sch work especially readings and project are haunting me subconsciously...Especially the marketing project..wenesday presentation and now i haven see the essay!! so shitty lar...haiz...and cause its assigned by the tutor...i more dulan!...here's my reasoning i guess : if we were to choose ourselves, i would not choose some of my current group members based on first impression which basically are the feel and appearance of them i guess....and now..i kanna this sucky group...the dissonance i m facing its even bigger!..think self fulfilling prophecy will be next...think my presentation on wednesday is gonna be cuiz...i think will turn out cuiz lor..haiz..
next is the readings...now i have a specific phoba - bibliophobia... i see the textbook i feel nausa sia...especially developmental and abnormal psy...i read two pages..totally give up....haiz...kind of implicitly deter it....
and my research paper..totally no idea how m i gonna start it...and keep procrastinating....shit..
But all on the brighter side...exercise seems to help tho..but i m really lazy to engage in it...
trying to ask my friends to make a jersey together ..abit cok lar but then...i dont koe...wanna 圆梦 actually wanna win a competition with my friends now still relatively young lar...still can run..if not uncle liao...how to??actually was kind doing the things i like and wanna do..cause scared next time work le..no time!
Actually this blog is becoming a vector to voice out all my depressive tots sia...sian..nv go out..become 宅男 already....
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Lol not to spike u la but i only got one essay to write this sem which deadline is still far far away. Jiayou! Don't let those works haunt you! Anws volunteering is very healthy and meaningful. I'm always looking forward to join some organisations but also too lazy haha.
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