Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Down again...


Sian...Down with fever this time..Well..recovered from flu and cough nt long ago..and now..yes..sick..of all times...-_-!!..Been talking to my brother lately...and my brother..realli 没人性 Haha abit 夸张 ..but then told him i was having fever and still ask me to accompany him to help others elsewhere last night..lucky nv go down to help in the end..

Today..also dont let me rest/sleep after i took my medication...cont to talk to him...If i m well, i would have gone out with him at least..keep him entertained..Haiz...talked to him (tho very much 都在泼他冷水) 自己also emo...回想起些过去的事..

Friday, December 25, 2009

真實的勇气

Well actually i wanted to blog about my christmas eve guess i have to put it aside for a while..haha i m waiting for my friend to upload the pictures also..

Well i think at some point of time a relationship will reach its bottleneck. Some pull it through while others dont. Well the more dissonance and lost one faced and felt during the period of uncertainty, it kind of show how much you care for the other

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Too Nua to feel the festive mood.....

E sore throat is killing me...hope it wun turn worse these days cause i have to teach.....when you are especially unwell..u just dun feel like doing anything but nua at home..which i m doing it now..tho...wanna go out..scared fall sick..really hot these days also...

And speaking of staying at home doing nth....i hasnt been practising my keyboard..first is the song...realli test on my left right hand coordination...which i sucked at....therefore when i think of that...haha...might as well dont practice le....no lar..but i m just practically too lazy...
Same thing for dance....been out and watch other people dance...well..get awed and then dissonance came next...paying for lessons..but i aint putting much effort to practice as well...still very 'zao1 gao1'..is like wasting my money..well my mum's money..since i aint working this sem...

Weekend was good acutally...sunday played bball under freaking hot sun..plus a kfc right after...think my throat got really worse after that...too long nv play in the sun le..been in the shelter for too long..haha..at night..went shopping with friends..well wanted to get a shirt but then...it doesnt appeal to me...probably haha this is the 3rd thing about me?? haha i m more of a t-shirt and shorts guy..than like a shirt and jeans guy?yes definitely...i m the KOPITIAM AH BOY..haha...eat kopitiam..walk neighbourhood parks rather than wear nice nice go posh places and go chiong...

Saturday went to visit my grandma..and brought pants to my aunt shop to alter...hasnt been visiting my grandma since the sem start...plus i volunteer to visit other elderly..zi ji de grandma nv visit..wa...abit..not right lar...then talked to her...haha..and learnt that old people really likes to play BINGO....-_-!!haha...my grandma also play bingo...i was like serious??haha...omg...think is the prizes that entice them....haha...then talked with my aunt while she alter my pants at her shop in katong..she was like...'u realli look like uncle wearing the pants lar..so big!' before she starts to work on my pants..I was like 'thanks sia..haha i wore it like for half a year already....'

Friday..went k box...was good!haha...but throat was nt realli good after that lar..haha...think to0 'gein' already...was surprised than some of the songs that my friend chose..haha actually the songs that i listen to also..haha..well...i listen to songs that are comparatively 'leng men' one actually...went to watch new moon...actually..the first one was better lar...well...a very norm movie for me tho..nth to comment..if i comment on the hot bod..sounds very wrong lar..BUT storm warriors and avatar are on my list to watch sia....then went to have dinner with my WAT friend...was funny..then we kept talking about the stuff we did in the US...then we psycho-ing him to go back again...if not very boring...but see how it goes lar..cause next year graduation ma..well for them....

Friday, December 11, 2009

.......cant find a suitable title tho.....


1) An early xmas gift...

Yes...红色炸弹..Haiz..now..its like moving on to another stage of life le..where all ur friends start to get married..then u have to attend their wedding dinners...well i just siam one..last june (cause i was at Work and Travel)..okie this coming jan...and next year June another one...so i can see a trend of like every six months a friend of mine will get married....wow....*so do i get a student rate for the hongbao rate if i flash my concession card?*
2) 25 hours
Yes. I really do need the extra hour..after my late baths these days..i would look into the mirror and see that my eyebags are realli darker than before...been working these days...well actually the job is quite okie...just that the travelling part sucks..cause its at different locations. AND i have night lessons so got home late...and next day wake up early....for a NUA person like me..who require like 10 hours of sleep one..xiong1 lor...anyway...i dont mind teaching tho...provided that the kids are like pri 5 and older..cause any younger than that...headache sia..yup..two sessions a day realli takes up my energy man..realli have to agree with my friend...realli can 体会老师的辛苦,尤其是those teaching nursery one....敬佩他们 no wonder such a high turnover rate in MOE....but then..some people realli can like engage with the young kids well...i definitely dont belong to that group...but on e lighter note..i learnt smth new to handle realli young p1 p2 kids....engage more rather than discipline for young kids cause no matter how hard u try to discipline them..it doesnt work...
3)OCPD?
well..my eyes are realli closing right now and i m realli shutting my brain off already....too tired..but now just wanna blog the 2nd thing about me...which is i have a FETISH for orderliness and cleaniness...haha...exaggerated?maybe..maybe not? i cannot stand people who is untidy....i mean...it will somehow be an eyesore for me lar...i like things in an orderly manner...整整齐齐的..and yes clean....well..the least is visiblly clean...example..long nails? be sure that is not black sia..cause i find it very 恶心...probably this trait is more of an environmental one..yes my upbringing....

Thursday, December 3, 2009

A quick one

Wanted to blog 20 things about myself..like u koe..the facebook that one...'How much you know about this and this person'. When I wanted/have the urge to blog..altho tots kept running thru my mind lar..but when i start up my com and stuff..then like lost what i wanna write about me lor..haha...welll...like i have the general personality and stuff in mind lar..but then have to elaborate...wah..its gonna be a very long post...haha..see how it goes..maybe one day realli xin xue lai chao again...then blog about it bah....

Have a pretty packed week coming up!..Helping out a friend..well also earn some money...then at night..practically the same stuff...keyboard and dance...but..guess..must realli make a point to start practicing for both..well dance especially i guess...Had a bball game today...haiz..totally cuiz...like the more i play these days..the more i feel like no confidence and like bottled neck kind of feel..seems like no improvement rather playing worse than before....haiz..

Anyway..was kind of concern about my slouching and hunchback problem..cause my dance instructor was like pointing out to me..i was like -_-!!okay....dots...so been trying to sit up straight la lately and walk up right but then...u koe 30 sec later..automatically go back to the slouching posture...haiya..so shit lar...
Anyway...here the number 1 thing about me L.A.Z.Y / nua....
YES..i m damn nua....try to do the minimum...haha no lar..but if possible to slack i will..for instance..organising outing? if there is people to do it...i would love to step back and chill....haha...and ya...in a rls..i might be the kind of like lazy lover...you koe...maybe..when in a rls for a certain period of time..i would like have the laidback attitude...maybe wun be that initiative as before that kind lar...well sort of....haha....