Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At me [with lyrics]

Losing it....

Was complaining to my friend the other day...feel kind of tired playing basketball after all these years...well..the feeling is kind of on and off...but nv really have been this long i guess...

Probably is way too long ago since i last played competitive game bah...i mean a really 5 aside game...

Been playing with my sec friends since like ten years ago..?its realli hell of a journey...totally out of our mind when we were young..played from like 3pm in the freaking blazing sun (kind of regret now cause my complexion now is way too dark) till 7pm in the evening..no kidding...followed by 2 bowls of noodles + 2 glasses of sugar cane + one bowl of desert after every session to replenish all the energy sia...

Well we still have our regular bball session on sundays morning..but was telling my friend that i feel that like kind of bottleneck....kind of nt improving already...like been playing the same own pattern and stuff until sian already..maybe we hasnt been playing with any strong opponents since we last shifted to current place to play...or probably i m sick of playing the position whenever i play with my pals......

Flashback kind of running thru my mind now..haha...like rmb the days i give crap excuses just to escape training in sec and jc...i m damn 'nua'..and freaking 'chao geink' during training..lol..still rmb kanna reprimanded my jc teacher for nt having stamina..haha...well have to admit sia..even till now run for ippt silver also got problem.....

Well..have been like trying to achieve various goals in various aspect of my life lar..like taking up keyboard lessons and even dance etc...as for bball..well altho we played like for ten years..but is like recent years in uni then we really started playing open competitions..spent on making a jersey etc...well tho been losing still..(nv got pass the first round)...i still wanna win a competition with them.and thats my goal also...(win already then can throw away the jersey and join other better teams haha..)..

Of course..think i said it umpteen times..one of my regret is that..i nv make it for sch team or wat so ever...well totally long story but yup lots of factors as well...anyway...was thinking of like playing for csc or other competitive teams but as usual the pessimistic side of mine would say there are lots of people that i far better than i m..no speed no stamina and definitely no height to challenge others.....haha plus injury sustained etc..make it kind of extra difficult sia...haha or probably i shd take up a brand new sport or activity since i m feeling kind of tired already...

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